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hey.. i got a new lj.. although i think i;m regretting it now..
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) electricxrocket
and i just realized my name has a strange similarity to electric riot.. which i think is an lj community.. weird.. I'm surprised I didn't think of that earlier whan I was making me name.. be sure to add me, and comment on my post so i can add you too!
see ya!!
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| I feel infinite. :))))) |
[Tuesday
October 11th, 2005 at 8:20pm] |
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Quick entry, so I have time to watch Donnie Darko!!
So, today started out a little better than most days, with a hilariously disgusting story about the upper deck of a toilet.
Its always good to have no spanish, but no 1 days make the day seem soooo much longer.
In third hour (math) I read the end of part one of The Perks of Being A Wall Flower, which ended with the "I Feel Infinite" entry. Simply Amazing. After that I started to feel light, and I couldn't concentrate on anything the teacher was saying. I could hardly even right. It was crazy, and I had this whole awesome series of thoughts, and questions I had never even thought about before.. I figured out what the answer was, too. The answer was Time. The passing of seconds to minutes to hours to days to months to years and so on. The answer doesn't even seem logical, but somehow I know it is. Too bad its impossible to prove, because proving it would be such an amazing discovery. Oh well.
Then there was science. We watched Robert Wolff, the scientist that gets wayy to excited about science, which is always funny to watch.
We talked about what size is best, if you know what I mean, today in Art. By far the best art class ever. We could not stop laughing. It was a great feeling.
Creative writing was cool, got to talk most of the period. Did anyone else notice that Harrison has really pretty eyes? I mean like.. wow pretty. Ashley, Danielle, and I got to ride in the elevator with Mrs. Selah, shes cool, and the elevator is really not all its cracked up to be.
But it sure as hell beats the stairs.
The there was 7th hour...
The dreaded 7th hour. I had to give an oral presentation. Reallllly no big deal, really. I never choke at those.
Until Today.
I didn't just choke. I basically won the first place award for choking.
Well, atleats I won at something.
So.. after that I was in a really weird mood alllllll day long. It sucked. I hate weird moods, and I hate ruining things before they even start, even more. Especially when they involve the cuties.. hah, I am such a sucker for boys with brown eyes and nice hair. They should get contacts and shave their heads.. or else they might be next. And so will I.
I decided I'm going to start taking Algebra 2 online asap, then pre calc online so i can take calculus next year in school, and physics my senior year, and trig. my senior year too. I'm going to take Marine Biology my junior year, along with psycology, creative writing 2, and spanish 2 i might take online over the summer, just to get that out of the way. And I think I want to take Contemporary lit. instead of English 4 my senior year.
Man, I'm so excited about all this.. I don't know why, but I suddenly really like math, and science (Well, I always liked that..)
Bleh I just, I don't even know why I want to do all this stuff so bad, I'm realllly excited about it. REALLY. But now its time for some Donnie Darko!!
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| Professional Slacker since 5th grade. Hocus Pocus still owns. |
[Monday
October 10th, 2005 at 10:19pm] |
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On Sunday I felt like I had the stomach flu again, minus the throwing up. It was really strange. I slept till 7am, then went back to sleep at 8, and slept till 3pm.
My parents said I wouldn't have to go to school today, because they thought I was becoming ill. So I ended up sleeping until 12, and finishing a project.
I worked an hour at the pumpkin patch, got a new pair of jeans, and a belt, and watched hocus pocus! That movie is the bomb!
And now I feel like I'm going to faint, and almost like I'm dehydrated again.
Its strange. I hope I feel fine in the morning, I really want to go to school, and see everyone, and get A's. And then when I get home the treadmill will finally be here so I can start running again. I know, I can run outside, but its still to hot to do that.
While I was at the pumpkin patch, I saw Amanda. We didn't talk too much.. I hope we become friends like we used to be, she is coming to halloween horror nights with me and jenna though, so we most likely will. Amanda's mother said my glasses really suited me, and she liked the way they looked on me. Its always nice to hear someone say something like that.
I've been thinking of the future a lot lately. I can't wait to live in NYC or San Fran. and go to college. Its cool when you find out that two of your friends want to go to the same exact colleges in NYC as you do.. but all I can think is 'Will we all get accepted?' I've decided its straight A's for me this quarter, I just hope I can pay attention during geometry.. its sooo incredibly boring, I finish the assignments in 5 minutes and then get absorbed into drawing and I hate it. I shouldn;t have slacked off in middle school, and kjshfgaks I should have been in gifted in elementary school, but I got one question wrong on the friggin gifted test and so I was never put in it, and I have been a slacker and bored out of my mind ever since. I mean, its kinda of funny, because I hardly passed the 5th grade, because I never did any of the work, and then we would take tests, and I always got the highest score in the class. The teachers would have confrences with my parents all the time, and say the same thing "I don't understand it. It makes no sense." Well, I'm tired of hearing stuff like that, so I'm going to get good grades, get into the college I want, and then end up being a starving artist anyway, living off my life savings, which will never be more than the 40 dollars I have in my Zepherhills water jug right now. Hah.. I'm just kidding. But that would be a kind of cool life, I guess.
Woohoo..
Goodnight.
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[Sunday
October 9th, 2005 at 1:30am] |
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high heels
+ long skirts
+ walking from beach place to riverfront (or anywhere, for that matter..)
+ Any place other than a funeral...
Biggest mistake EVER.
No questions asked. I still had fun with my friends though, but I would have had more fun minus the shoes and long skirt. I just can't seem to loosen up when I'm uncomfortable, or be as talkitive when I'm around Madison for some reason. I hope me and Racheal and Marlon become better friends, because they're cool kids, and I kinda miss having lunch with Madison, and me and her would probably be better friends if I didn't get switched to Kelsey, Ivan, and Ashley's lunch. Monisha has the same lunch as Madison, but they never talk.. so.
Bottom line.. tonight was pretty interesting, and my parents need to learn when not to talk.
Sorry Ivan. My dad just doesn't know when to stop, and he seriously can't ever be serious. He just doesn't know how.
good night and a less than 3.
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| Atleast the last 20 years will go out with a bang. |
[Friday
October 7th, 2005 at 11:36pm] |
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woohoo!
I love my friends.
Even when all we do is go to stupid football games, sit around in subways, and walk around in the dark and its not super fun like fridays usually are. Whenever I get home I'm just like 'yeah, i feel good!' and then i dance around.. not really. but i am always happy after I hang out with my friends, because they're the best and i love them.
And WOW Ivan and my dad really are a lot more alike than I ever want to admit again after this entry. I deff. don't give my dad enough credit for how rad of a dad he is. But the woman security gaurd from Jenna's nieghborhood just lets us go in the residence gate now to avoid talking to him I suppose??? If i was her, I'd probably do the same thing after a while. Oh well.
WE WON!!!! CAUSE WE'RE AWESOME LIKE THAT!!
Best in the district baby.. oh yeah.. (but the game wasn't as fun as I thought it would be.. oh well..)
Man I love my school. and my friends. and drawing.
Possibly my top three.. well.. maybe not jpt.. no, i deff. love jpt. whats happened?
white power!!!!!
Anyway, i miss listening to cat power, appleseed cast, and mogwai on aol indie radio. its a sad time I have on the computer\ without them.. Wow... total olde english moment there. And I changed my mind about my party again.. I might go visit my bro in the city, and go shopping in all the nifty little stores in New Jersey and NYC with my party money instead. I dunno yet though. I think I want to be a fashion designer when I move out, but I was to direct too.. I can't go to both colleges. Oh well.
Goodnight.. goonight..
yeah, hot hot heat is still cool too and the world is deff. going to end by the time I'm 40. which means no worrying about any type of major illness, because you can't get sick in heaven. this is too awesome. We really only have till 2020.. then its alll going down hill. I'm so glad I get to be here when it happens. I don't even know why, but my eagerness scares me. Atleast all my life goals should be accomplised by then.. I have to start writing my philosophies though, so they can be published by the time i'm 25. But I doubt I'd publish them anyway, it would just be nice to finally have them all written down.
Goodnight.
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[Friday
October 7th, 2005 at 10:11am] |
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life is awesome.
Yesturday jenna kelsey and I went to the mall.
We went in the awesome dillards elevator, and then kelsey had to go somewhere, so we waited outside with her, but then it started to rain.
We went into that little room inbetween the parking lot, and the inside of Dillards, and noticed a table with a super long table cloth over it, so I sat under it, and noone could tell I was there.
Kelsey and Jenna said that I should say something when someone walks in, so we could see how they would react. So, they left the room, and I said something, and the peolpe walking through the room were soo confused. It was great and ridiculusly stupid all at once.
So, then Kelsey left.. me and Jenna started to walk out of Dillards, and one of the ladies working there followed us the whole way out, I guess she thought we were going to steal something.. but I mean, why would 2 teenagers be in Dillards other than to cause troble?
As soon as we walked out, we ran into Shannon R from Ramblewood! I didn't even recognize her at first, even though she practically looks exactally the same.
Jenna and I walked through the whole mall one more time, and then spontaneously decided to go to the rag shop, as soon as it stopped raining.
We went to Party City instead, and then got some ice cream for the dollar store.
Then we decided we should walk to my house because it wasn't that far... hah. On our way, we found a TJmaxx shoping cart, and pushed it all the way back to my house.. Well, I pushed it, and Jenna sat in it. It was pretty cool, the walk wasn't as long as I expected, but then again, I didn't expect anything of how long it would be, so that was a waste of typing.
We tried to sneak the shopping cart into my house, but the Mansells past us on the way to the house.. I mean, of all the times to pass us, so they told the rents they thought they saw us with a shopping cart.
My mom then lectured me and Jenna about stealing, and that if the cops ever came into my room, I'd be arrested... so I just said "Yeah, but why would the cops EVER come into my room unless some type of crime is commited in or around the house??" And my mom just shut up. She ended the lecture by saying "You two need to pray about thiss!!!!" And then my dad said "Please, Sharyn" and she said "You need to pray about this too!" and the three of us were just like "wow... get a pulse woman." How are you supposed to pray about a shopping cart thats in your room!?!!
After that me and Jenna watched Halloween 4 which is loaded with horrible actors, a bad director, and most of the movie was shot too close up.
You know the directors bad when its windy, and theres those windy noises, and the swings are blowing in the wind.. but all the leaves on the ground around the swings are staying perfectly still. I know it sounds stupid, but I found that pretty funny, in a stupid way.
Dwight H. Little needs to go back to school for directing.
And Alan Howarth... puhlease!! just because your playing four different keys on the piano and recording some string instruments in the backround, being played by people that suck at it, does not make it music.
I love the Halloween movies... they are soo crappy. So I'm going to stop talking about them.
Anyway, tonights the JPT homecoming game. Can't wait.
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[Wednesday
October 5th, 2005 at 9:21pm] |
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So..
I deleted my last entry, because it was written out of anger, and probably would only get me into troble in the longg run.
But some people still need to get pulses, and some things may never change. Whos to say someone else wasn't in this same situation before I got into it.
It just goes back to that saying "As much as we change, we stay the same."
Maybe it reallly is true.
I'm becoming unable to focus in school again. All I want to do is draw, because all my classes are sooo boring and easy. I don't even pay attention. Its not a good sign.
see ya.
And for anyone that needed to know.
Karen Binder is my homegurl.
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[Wednesday
October 5th, 2005 at 4:23pm] |
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okay..
so frank fitwhatever his last name is just called..
he said he heard some stuff through the grapevineee and he wanted to help me and talk with me about it.
wtf wtf wtf?!?!?!?!?!?!?
This is sooo ridiculus
The adults at church talk soo much smack.
kjhfdaskd nasioh skn thanks a lot.
I'm gonna ask Karen Binder about it tonight, and tell her how I feel.
Shes the only adult from church I really trust.
Other than The Bergstroms, and Jenna's mom.
Cause they are all some cuh-razy cool adults.
Haha... the cookie mom.
As much as we change, we stay the same.
Its SO true, yet not so true in this one situation in my life were people should change and ajwhfsdklfa urg.
so fare thee well [and hearts] eww.. make sure I never say [and hearts] again cause it sounds soooooo incredibly stupid. I guess I just had to get it out of my system before I said it for real.. eww.
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| You will always take what I have earned, So aid my end or I will take it from you. |
[Tuesday
October 4th, 2005 at 10:59pm] |
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Wow..
I just hate some people soooooo much
And they'll probably never know it because they can't take a
hint.
Man, I hate getting this mad at someone.
They make me wanna pull my hair out. :(
But I'm letting it grow out a bit, so that would be stupid.
buh bye.
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[Tuesday
October 4th, 2005 at 9:33pm] |
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staying home all day when theres randomly no school
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the most boring day ever.
till you start drawing.
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| You take in everything with a certainty I envy.... |
[Tuesday
October 4th, 2005 at 5:47pm] |
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So..
Today is a total boring waste of a day.
Last night I hung out with Racheal, Kelsey, and Christy at the walk.
I bought The Perks of Being a Wallflower, and we got hit on by some kinda cute boys in a band.
Too bad their band is playing the same day as our homecoming game.
One of them had gym the same period as me last year, and I hit him with a poster board, because I thought he was Micheal.. even though they look nothing alike.
I'm confused right now.
People have said some stuff, and I can't tell if they're joking or not by the way they phrased it, and its driving me insane, but if they were joking, then I don't want to ask them if they were serious because then they might think I wanted them to be serious, and I don't even know if I wanted them to be serious about it.asdkfahsklfhaskl dlsk ugh.
So. Harrisons pretty cute. Too bad we never talk. If we did, then I wouldn't even give the whole "are you joking or are you serious" thing a second thought, because I probably wouldn't care.
Thanks a lot quiet unassertive boys. Why are you all like that?
ughsjdafsd haskldhfasl you make me confused, and maybe I'm missing signals I should be picking up, and if I just would have payed attention I would know!! I didn't even start thinking about it till a thought crossed my mind, and that makes me even more confused now too. This is stupid.
uashdfhaslgd goodbye.
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| bleh i amsoooobored... school needs to be OVER. |
[Monday
October 3rd, 2005 at 2:36pm] |
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Some people are so into their image.
And I find it funny.
Yeah, so this is pointless.
But I'm in the library, and I have nothing better to do than go on lj.
poo poo.
This day was going unbelieveably fast,
That is, untill creative writing.
This week is going to be >wicked< awesome either way.
lattter.
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[Saturday
October 1st, 2005 at 10:36pm] |
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This week has been one of the greatest weeks of my life.
It was
greatxlikeWOAH.
<3 ya loves.
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[Saturday
October 1st, 2005 at 12:53pm] |
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Okay.
So, it seems to me as though can either
a. Love Kyle, and not like Ivan too much
or
b. Love Ivan, and not like Kyle that much
I've heard people say Kyle is one of the most "genuine" people they know, and that hes reallly trustworthy and realllli honest, and nice, and caring.
Then I've heard other people say he is an asshole, and he'll screw you over in a second. That hes an attention whore, and super mean.
Okay, theres no deniying the whole attention whore part... but I have no clue what to think of the kid.
He told me he was part of the red cross.
But I straight up don't believe it, not after he "missed" his flight.
Its weird.. all I have to do is hear one person say someones not trust worthy, even if 10 people say the person is.
So, I know 2 people that realllly hate that kids guts.
And I just don't know what to think of him.
I guess I'll have to get to know him myself., but I always feel weird when I'm around him. I get weird vibes from him.
Anyways, this was a pretty pointless post, and the whole situation just confuses me.
latttttttter
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[Saturday
October 1st, 2005 at 12:01am] |
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Lifes soo good.
I love my friends.
We rock.
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[Wednesday
September 28th, 2005 at 6:18pm] |
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Hey.
Bleh bleh.
I can't decide who I want to take to Halloween Horror Nights with me.
:((
I know I'm taking Jenna, possibly Kelsey if she doesn't go with Madison.
But I'm not sure who else I should bring.
I don't want to hurt anyones feelings, but I know certain people that I've actually talked about it with, that want to go, will take it that way because I've been in situations like this with them before.
On another note.
Boys boys boys.
I'm sure glad I'm not the same way I was last year with them.
That was just plain evil.
Dteams tonight.
I should be cast in the next Scooby Doo Movie.
Jinkies.
Rivers Cuomo glasses are rad.
I think I spelt Rivers last name wrong.
But thats okay, because hes really a robot at heart.
see ya.
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| In Due Time, We'll Finally See.. Theres Barely Time For Us To Breathe. |
[Tuesday
September 27th, 2005 at 6:11pm] |
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Today was a pretty good day.
No World History though, so that was kinda sad, because Mrs.Manwell is deff. as cool as Mr.Napp. Now thats the real deffinition of cool right there.
Math was supppper unbelievably boring. I could pass that class in my sleep if I actually put some type of effort forth. All it is, is logic. Thankfully, we're getting switched to a different class room, which means new seats, which means I probably won't be in the front anymore.. yay!
Lunch was cool. I only wanted to paint in art, but we weren't allowed to paint today because someone didn't wash off their brushes yesturday when they were done.
The teacher told us we had to take all our projects that we were finished with home today. I don't know what I'm going to do with mine, though.
Everyone in school keeps trying to pull out my pony tail, and its soo annoying.. Don't they understand how annoying that is? If one of my friends got a new hair cut, and hated it, I wouldn't force them to show it to me. I'm not going to wear my hair down until it grows out to a length that I like, because I don't want to be remembered with my hair looking as ehgsifdhjgk as it does now. The lady gave me a hair cut that doesn't look good with my face shape, and besides that my hair is too think for that kinda of a cut anyway.
Its just like how I don't want to read something in Creative Writing if I don't like it, because I don't want a paper I don't like to be assoiated with me, just like I don't want peolpe to remember me with the haircut I have now. I just don't understand why its such a big deal to everyone to see it.
Geez..
My parents have been fighting a lot lately. A lot. Everyone thinks my dad is soo great, well let me tell you. Hes Not. Hes a horrible person, and my mom is over emotional, and I can't wait to get out of this house. I just wish they would have divorced years ago, because the way their acting now is soo ridiculus and childish, and niether of them are going to say "I want a divorce". I don't know why though.. Why go through life unhappily.
Another reason why I am not going to get married. It seems as though all marrages hit points like this, and you're never in love like you were for the first five years. Even if I do end up getting married, my husband and I wouldn't live in the same house, because I think thats what ruins marrages. Seeing each other all the time, never getting a break.. How are you supposed to keep the real love you have for each other alive when you live together? It takes away all the mistery, and being apart always somehow makes relationships better. (i.e. when students go off to college, they stop fighting with their parents as much, and actually develop real relationships with them) After all, sex can't make a relationship like marrage (or any relationship for that matter) last.
Thats just what I think.
And my parents are driving me insane. But I do have to say that living in an environment like this has deff. taught me a lot about life, and the way certain types of people react to certain things. I'm just glad that I am learning how to set myself apart from my parents, and analyze the qualities that they have that I don't like, and I have seemed to have aquired. It makes it easier to get rid of those qualities so I can be the person I actually want to be.
And they say mothers that do drugs and drink when they're pregnantly damages the baby's brain development, and/or gives them serious mental problems.
EDIT- skip this paragraph
(But I believe that people that are schitzophrenic and ocd, and manic depressant and blah blah blah are people that are able to think with a greater percentage of their brain than "sane" people, its just hard to learn how to control that thought, and use it for good, instead of letting it become destructive.
It makes sense, but explaining it would take atleast three or four more paragraphs, and I've already wrote a short story length paper for creative writing here.)
But I believe that anyone that bleh. Its ten pm.. I'm not going to write down my beliefs.. I'm going to sleep.
-goodnight
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| I miss Brand New Deja Entendu. :'( |
[Monday
September 26th, 2005 at 6:13pm] |
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Today was a really good.
I got a new lj layout, but the words on it came out kinda blury for some reason. Stupid Paintshop not pro.
I find it kind of funny though, because I have troble just letting myself be happy.
After lunch today, I was walking to art, and asking myself "Why am I happy?" So I started to think of things that make me sad, or mad, but when I got into art class, I realllllly just wanted to paint, and do nothing else, so I just painted most of the time, and talked to Kelly and Elana.
Kelly's going to have a halloween party and so is Racheal.
Two parties in one month. Saweeet.
I'm happy.
I'm making new friends.
My haircut is all wrong.
My grades are going the way I want them to go.
I will have a 3.8 GPA by the end of the year if I keep getting A's and B's.
Unless I did my calculations wrong. :((((
I've been thinking a lot lately.
Mostly about how the majority of the world processes thought, and how there are a few people that think a totally different way than regular people.
Like that one myspace bulletin, the red hammer thing. How, after doing about 15 calculations, you were asked to think of a colour, and a tool and 93% of people thought "red hammer". I think that its pretty bizarre, that aproxamately 93& of people on this earth process thought the same away. I plan on doing further research on that assumption, to see if its really true.
Its bizarre that some people can are so open that they have online journals, but then call themselves recluses.
Oximoron.
-goodnight
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[Sunday
September 25th, 2005 at 8:02pm] |
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So.. this weekend was pretty good I guess. Not as good as any of the others so far this year though, but still pretty good.
On Friday me and Jenna did the usual..
Go to the mall.
Meet up with Ivan and Sam.
Eventually run into Cody and Nick, and this time Shane?
We all hung out in Hollister for about an hour, then called this kid Future Cody hates.
After that we went to taco bell.
And then walked to subway.
The next day me and Ashley went to the mall.
Then we went to Borders, and as we were leaving I said "I wish I could run into someone I know.." and then Sam appears right next to me.. and I say "That could drive.. can you drive?" But of course, if your 15 and live in corla springs, you won't have your permit till about 3 months before you turn 16.
So, me and Ashley told Jenna and Crystal to meet us in front of Macys Men*Children*Home and then we went on shopping cart adventures to Sunstar.
The Corpse bride was okay.
Not as good as I was expecting it to be.
Today, I of course went to curch. The service was based on the fact that you can't take back words you say.. but if you really couldn't, then wouldn't apologzing for that be pointless? Of course I wouldn't know.. blah blah blah insert pointless words here.
After church, was the church picnic.
Boring stuff right there.
And Jurrassic Park is low budget.
Hung out with Natalie for a bit.
Got to visit someone in the hospital, and saw one of my school security gaurds.
Then came home to complete a totally boring blank day.
After being in this state for so long.. you forget to feel.
Broken hearts can be repaired, but the emotional damage it does may last forever, depending on wrapped up you let your self become.
i am totally shocked right now.
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I'm so fucking pissed off right now.
I hope I don't flip out at one of my friends for some stupid reason.
Maybe I just need sleep.
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